kristen-cassy asked: I am SO sorry for what you went through. I couldn't even imagine. Nothing I say will make you feel better and I'm sure you hear this everyday, but, stay strong.
Its okay thank you, and im trying..but thank you.
meandmyeverydayconfessions asked: How far along were you when you lost your little girl? I, too, miscarried my child /:
I was exactly 24 weeks and 1 day. And im so sorry.
How much can I take before..
Before I get to the point I just want to die. Before I just want to go up to you and punch you in your face. Before I tell you I wished you died instead. Before I start slowly not care. Before I turn mean and fight my way out. Before I can be happy again. Before I go back to my old ways. Before I break down and cry even though nobody cares. Before I start saying things I don’t mean. Before I give up and on everyone and everything. When will you stop making it worse? When will you realize you did enough? When will you just stop talking shit and talk to me? What did I do to deserve this..this pain I had enough! I tired of everyone taking your side leaving me and hurting me…you told me you would be there for me and now your killing me. Just stop…
I think its time..
I been dreading to announce this on tumblr, but its time for it… I lost my baby girl on May 8th, 2012…and i would not like explain why it happened…im not ready yet.. To all you expecting mothers i am happy for all of you..i will continue to follow all of you and one day i will have another child, i will just have to try to wait..but this is my announcment. R.i.P. Alayn S. Mae Ponce….i dont even like saying this at all. I tried my best i honestly have, but now i am broken and im trying to hang in as much as possible.
rosesareroses asked: Up and down. How have you been dealing with everything love?
I been going through my ups and downs, I been trying so hard…I want to give up but I wont..
